Monday, May 28, 2012

words from nicholas.

An email I received on May 17th, 2012. This is very dear to me. He was a beautiful writer. I miss him terribly. 


  • "everything you do is a good thing, grace. you are a good and beautiful person, full of light. if god exists, you make her weep.
    if i were your creator, i would be so proud. you don't need luck grace. just confidence. and i wish you the deepest levels of truth. it's already inside of you. i wish you yourself. your true self. unrestrained, uninhibited.

    i just want everyone to be free and happy. to be okay with being human. to not hate themselves for things that they have no control over. to accept the void, to stare into it, to become it, and to emerge something greater than they could have imagined possible.

  • p.s. i remember people in high school being all "grace just says whatever she thinks. she's honest to a fault."
  • and i always loved that so much about you. i always found myself in that part of you. our degree of honesty is not a fault, just an acquired taste.
  • and those who have not acquired it are two-faced and repressed.
  • you are a real person. from my perspective, this is the highest of compliments.

  • stay real. stay truthful. in this deep ocean of grey, people like you and me are the only ones who ever see the surface, who ever feel the sun glisten upon our bodies. we will be judged, but such judgments do not matter. we have ourselves, truly, an understanding that most cannot comprehend. we are beautiful in ways that only the beached can appreciate. let us not bask in the light, but bring others to the surface. there is so much light and goodness in the world. we are prophets in the most honest sense of all."

1 comment:

  1. Friends like this come once in a lifetime.

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